I have decided to write about the challenges, which I'm going through for the next 6 months. I mean I want to improve my writing (in English) as well as writing them somewhere to calm down. Last night, I started to cry while talking to a friend. I don't think, talking about those troubles would help, but writing for myself may help to find a solution.
I should circumvent the destructive thoughts by getting myself therapy, everyday specially at nights. I shouldn't consider every step of this process as an intolerable activity. Many people have done it before me successfully. I found the idea of going somewhere alone, interesting. The problem is to find the proper time. After all I'm attempting to do it as soon as possible.
I may post here frequently and I hope not be read by anybody. :)
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