I don't find any plessure in myself even after that. I need that but I'm not in love with anybdodey. An no one is with me tough. I'm aware of this big shortage in my life but there is nothing I can do for it. Yo have no idea how much I'm sorry for this my dear God. But I NEED it. I'm dying from the huge need in myself. Ahhh I need it. I deeply need it.
- ۹۸/۰۸/۰۷